jemeatworld

jemeatworld @ 2007-03-24T21:56:00

2007-03-24T13:57:01Z

hmmm...

MC the second.

2006-10-20T02:59:22Z

Took my second MC this week.
I've been coughing badly and having running nose this whole week.
And the medicine doesn't help much either.
Just makes me really drowsy.

The haze this morning registered at PSI: 131

101 to 200

Unhealthy

Mild aggravation of symptoms among susceptible persons ie. those with underlying conditions such as chronic heart or lung ailments; transient symptoms of irritation eg. eye irritation, sneezing or coughing in some of the healthy population.

God..
I might soon need a face mask.

The sick of day

2006-10-15T21:32:42Z

It's Monday morning but I'm at home nursing a bad flu and the aftermath of fever.
I guess the haze has gotten a hold of me.
I couldn't sleep at all last night.
Kept coughing and breathing hard.
Gosh..I've never felt more sick.

Went to catch WTC just now and I think I might have regretted it being in my condition.
Don't get me wrong, the movie was great.
My constant uncontrollable blowing of the nose with the additional cough probably irritated a few.
Maybe I should've stayed home today.
Being sick is no fun.
And I've actually looked forward to my newly vocated work place.
Perhaps I've worked myself too hard.
Stupid Malaysia.

Remedy of honey barely hit standards on this flu train.
Bleah..
Guess I'll go see the doctor later and get something drowsy for the afternoon.
I swear, it must be the air.
Stupid Indonesia.

My heart couldn't race any faster
And the chill it went down my spine
I guess you know
I was like a magic trick where something disappears
And then comes back to you
So different

Hazy Daisy

2006-10-03T14:47:51Z

Yesterday

Went fishing at the abandoned golf course and caught loads of fishes. It was fun, especially after work.
Work in itself these days have been stagnant, I'm not on position yet but because of the haze and the constant rain, things don't work as proficiently.
Especially in the nature of my work scope.

Anyways, we caught a bunch of luo hans and stuffed them in an aquarium, some unfortunately saw little of the rest of the world.
Ironic how they try to escape so badly but never got to get what they expected to when they did, away from that small pond.

Elsa, Ernie, Neek and Egan have been popping by often.
It's nice to see so many people I guess.
But the weather's been catching up to people and somehow they react like it's been forecasted.

I nearly bought that DKNY watch and Starscream I wanted.
It's funny how you tend to spend lesser when you've started working.
Can't afford to over pamper myself even though it's within my capabilities.
It's weird.

Today

I hate malaysia.
I've got to remember every stupid beacon point there is at the southern tip of malaysia
and there's about a million of them.
Malaysia is troublesome.

Today was a tiring day.
However. I'm quite pleased.
My span of attention and memory is vastly improving.
I remember everything that was taught yesterday.
And it just felt good to know everything for once.

I tried to write in chinese today and I sucked at it.
Oh well..

Coul you be my escape?

jemeatworld @ 2006-09-24T02:51:00

2006-09-23T19:07:02Z

TODAY

Just got back from MOS, it's my first time there please.
Somehow I still prefer ZOUK.
I tell you..
Damn a lot of ah lians and char siew tonight.

TAMADE CHAR SIEW!!!

TAMADE AH LIAN!!!

Plus there were way more guys than girls.
It felt like the powder bath I had during my outfield period in BMT.
Like super gross can?

I don't see how people can go clubbing every weekend.
It gets kinda boring after awhile.
And I found myself smsing random people midway through the night.

It's been like 6 months since I've been at a club (Home Club doesn't count)
And I guess I didn't really miss it as much as I thought.

Walked you home for the first time
And it was nice.

I'm not gay

2006-09-22T22:01:08Z

Ok, I found this quite funny. So I took it off someone's journal..
But personally I can't relate to this cause I'm not gay if you're wondering. Hem Hem..

"My Top 10 Reasons Why I Don't Need A Boyfriend"

10. They take up too much time, energy and brain space. It's that classic "I have better things to do".
9. They can be so dumb and immature and fucking irritating/possessive/jealous. I seriously need my own space.
8. I feel like I'll always have to be perfect for them.. And they are such EGOISTS, anyway.
7. I like being independent. I can work and earn my own money. If not, well.. I can always rely on my parents!
6. I know they always want something in return.
5. What do you do with them, anyway? Hug? Kiss? -censored-? I have not done any of the above for so many years, and I don't suddenly feel compelled to be engaged in such activity.
4. I don't want to handle another person's emotions etc when I can't even handle my own. I mean, seriously - I'm so fucked up, it's insane. How am I going to make sure someone else feels good etc? I don't give a fucking shit. It's selfish, yeah, but take it or leave it.
3. I've seen my friend's relationships, and no offence, but most of them mainly seem pretty lame and shallow to me... WHAT is the point of it anyway? As far as I can see, other relationships get neglected.
2. I don't want just anyone putting their hands ALL OVER me. Yuck. It's so cheap! Just because we're "together", it doesn't mean you automatically get to grope me. and the main reason why I don't need a guy...
1. Look at how many relationships have ended in divorces or separations that affect the couple and the kids, and everyone else. If it's going to be that painful, I'm definitely not going to be dating anyone for a long, long time.

Crikey, I'm Dead.

2006-09-20T18:39:33Z

Today

I relived my childhood.
And what a day to do so, it's JEMIMA's birthday! (Everyone say YAY!)
My childhood FRIEND who made today a bit more special.
I bought two super soakers and a transformer.
Went shopping for toys today.
It's really amazing what kids would pay for toys these days.

Batmobile at $79. YIKES.
Optimus Prime at $169. CRIKEY.
Robosapien at $209. OMG.

Today was fun.
Once again it's buy-something-you-dont-really-need day.
Like I said, I bought a transformer and super soakers to shoot random cats with. YAY!
It's been awhile since I've been to town. Gosh.
So many pretty girls even on a Wed afternoon. HUR HUR HUR.
I so have to go out more.

And I'm like super slow please.
Thanks to my time in camp.
I've only realised;

Paul's out of Sg Idol.
Mr Irwin is dead (But not killed by a crocodile..God bless them and You.).
Cherry's pregnant (OMG).
E___ _E_ is not dead yet.

HMMMMM....

You're spongey and I'd squeeze you,
You're creamy and I'd eat you,
You're bright and I loathe you,
You're silly and I'd tease you.
SO PLEASE DON'T LOSE WEIGHT.

Hello liberty..kinda

2006-09-19T19:10:26Z

Well Well Well..

Good news is my course is over and I don't have to stay in anymore.
Bad news is..I work at Changi Airbase now.

Dang.

Ok,
It's just temporary for now.
My original work place is near my house but I have to get clearance first before I actually work there (about two months I heard). So hello, travel-bitch. Takes me ass-long to get to work. But anyhow, my first day wasn't too bad actually.

I arrived late on monday but our first orders were to go have breakfast. That's cool.
The place is like some kinda action movie where there's a secret passage to the real base and all.
The best part is, I did nothing the whole day and they let us take our leave til next monday.
Radical..
Sweet..

So anyways,
I'm kinda lazy to update my journal still.
Three months is a really long while I think.
Luckily, it'll be the last time I'll have to stay in.
Time to catch up with people. Geez..
It HAS been quite awhile.

jemeatworld @ 2006-09-02T06:52:00

2006-09-01T23:07:47Z

I haven't been updating for ages partly because I'm in camp all the time. Well, apologies.

Life is pretty boring these days.

So here's the summary;
1. WORK WORK WORK
2. I watch random movies with Say Inn or Nico and Elsa
3. I watch dvds when I'm back home
4. I jog frequently now
5. I make and save more money
6. I've started cultivating some of the weirdest hobbies
7. I've been reading a lot of books
8. Skeptic in love
9. I do a lot of online shopping these past few months
10. I swapped beer with cheap wine
11. I haven't touched my guitar in ages
12. I tell people I'd catch up with them when I really have no time
13. I quit on coffee
14. I lost weight
15. I feel tired all the time
16. I feel bored all the time

Freedom doesn't come til 15 Sept and I'm bored as hell. Brrrr..

jemeatworld @ 2006-08-06T21:25:00

2006-08-06T13:38:40Z

one more month til my course ends.
i passed the last test and now it's down to the practicals.
hmmm..

Life is pretty stagnant now actually, i'm in camp nearly everyday of the week. Except that I'm finally getting off my ass to go jog and stuff. I make sure I jog everyday for at least 2.4KM and eat lesser so I won't end up like the fat ass most of my seniors are. Along with that, I play badminton, soccer, swim etc etc. and I halved the amount of food I normally eat.

Work (or school rather) has been quite relaxed now. We do practicals where you have to survey the radar, make and answer phone calls and setup the proper equipment ALL AT THE SAME TIME. Sounds easy but it's hell for people who can't multi-task. I'm nearly one of them I realised. Then again, I'm not suppose to reveal too much about what I do at work. Hmm..

Met up with Gina for dinner on friday to catch up. Quite pleasant I must say, except that she came nearly and hour half late because of some NUS thingy she volunteered for. I haven't seen her since sec 3 and I must say, she has changed quite alot. No longer the tom-boyish girl I used to know.

Dropped by Snakeweed to hang out with Nico and Elsa on Saturday. Ronin was recording a track that day and I got the meet Levant and the rest of the Ronin guys. Quite nice people, I seriously think it's just the image they try to potray to the public. I can't really say that they're my kinda people but it was nice nontheless.

I think it was my ex-girlfriend's birthday yesterday. I remember vaguely but I doubt she'd accept any kind of birthday wish from me. So happy birthday stranger. If you ever read this. I only wish that like Serene and I, ex-girlfriends make better friends when you come to terms with the things you did right or wrong and laugh about it. I love the friendship Serene and I have.

jemeatworld @ 2006-07-24T03:03:00

2006-07-23T19:20:24Z

Spoke to Serene over the phone just now and I can't be happier for her. I think she's pretty happy with her life now. Pretty much the same person (minus some of the bad habits). Talking to her just makes me realise the mistakes I used to make and I guess it's changed me a bit. I really enjoy her friendship and I hope I'll gain the friendship of her boyfriend as well. Always worries me if he'd get a bit unnerved especially when I talk to her. It's good to look at your past so you can make the things in front of you better. I only hope Eve would talk to me again, I just want to know how she's doing. I really want to rebuild relations as much as I form new ones.

Well, this and the last week is all about work and study, friends begin to come and go. Life is very taxing indeed but like Nico and Elsa said, all you need is a few best/close friends whom you can trust and have fun with, it's good enough. I've been going to church on Saturdays, yesterday was a sermon about the prodigal son and what God's love is. I guess I only shimmer from it cause I can't fathom what it can do. I suddenly like sermons alot more than worship unlike the past. I like listening to how people talk openly about their experiences and feelings. Not a very easy thing to do.

People always have so much to say about life when they don't know anything about it. Maybe sometimes I should practise what I preach. I've always disliked my old church people for the very thing I do myself but I can't help to think now. Everyone's seemingly a hypocrite and everyone has someone who hates them. So it's ok. You can't make everyone like you. They probably tell everyone you're an asshole when he/she should speak for themselves. It's a viscious circle and everyone falls into it sub-consciously. I don't mind the backstabbing, even if it's true. The person just belittles himself and I'm trying not to play in the same league. The dirty league.

jemeatworld @ 2006-07-13T00:56:00

2006-07-12T17:56:23Z

So don't be a liar
Don't say that everything's alright
When everything's broken..

Aced my exam on Wed. Only hope my peer appraisal turns out well. These past two weeks has been quite the chore. Studied pretty hard for this one test and I got 90/100. A little disappointing on my part but I think it'll do. That's a burden less and I can't wait for the weekends.

Staying in isn't so bad after all. Work work work but after all that, we get time off to do the things we want. Soccer, playing the guitar and chilling out with my colleagues. Not so bad after all. It's been almost a month but I'm starting to catch on with it. Next week, some of the guys are leaving. There's still going to be the majority but I'm glad I got a chance to know the few.

Oh well..Back to work tmr.

jemeatworld @ 2006-07-09T16:04:00

2006-07-09T08:40:44Z

Right now it's all about priorities:

1. Friends
2.Ambition and dreams
3.Band
4.Money
5.Status
6.Girlfriend
7.Religion

I just realised my colleagues don't save money when they should. Some buy cars and others just spent it unsparingly. I so have to save money badly for my future. I have to climb above my peers.

Went to church yesterday. It really is way better than Grace I must admit and I kinda liked it there but I don't know, never really thought of church to begin with, let alone religion. I really hope all my plans come alive in the next few years.

So this is what the adults were talking about. All the saving money pep talks and the study hard lectures. I totally get it now. Now and then I still wonder if I was being practical for a reason and it's so clear now that I know that's what I want. Work's been a bitch but at least I'm getting somewhere. I can't wait for my first working year bonus and stuff. I feel all grown upish.

Well, I met my ex girlfriend yesterday but i don't think I'd ever tell her what I think about her now. Things are nicer the way it is and life is simple when you don't toss yourself in a meaningless non-pragmatic relationship only finally tasting the bitter end of the stick. I look at Yamuna and Julia and I see how this part of my life works. Some things are more important than others and you can't let slip. I've got everything planned out and the only thing standing in my way is time.

jemeatworld @ 2006-07-02T23:29:00

2006-07-02T15:41:47Z

I think I'm still having the hots for my ex girlfriend.
I know I'm being very random but I still think of her now and then.

Met up with her for coffee awhile ago and then sent her back.
She's so much like the first time I met her.
All the nostalgia just falls swiftly into place.

I've been so skeptical about relationships probably because I can't bring myself to let go of the past.
I still don't want to get attached unless it's her or someone totally new.
I need to see the world a bit more.

This few weeks will be all about studying.
I've got exams coming up and projects to finish.
I'm getting a bit tired.
I wish I could find someone to share my day with.

I need a breather.

up, up, down, left, square, triangle, down

2006-06-25T17:28:25Z

Ok. OCS is a very fucked up place. I just received news that my friend's finger got crushed during training. I don't know exactly how but it's disheartening. This weekend is full of ups and downs.

UPS:

Our gig on friday at the youth park wasn't as explosive as I thought it'll be but I think the band had alot of fun. It matters if we do well or not but it'll be better to know everyone had fun. I was totally nervous but it's not as bad as before. The stage at the youth skate park was huge. I thought I'd just die there and I don't think the band has had the chance to play on a stage as big and open as this besides Gotham Penthouse. Oh well. I'm glad we got to play there. Sure gave us some exposure on a bigger front.

Faris and his girlfriend, Yasmine are over in Singapore for the week and we hung out. Nico had to work so the three of us went to catch a movie instead. I refuse to reveal the name of the movie we watched though but it was stupid. Erm. I've never really hung out with Faris so yea, was kinda nice. This weekend we hung out together with Tristan like old times. It's been such a long while. Tristan, Faris (and his girlfriend), Nico and I. We drank so much Beer and Vodka, phew.. It was so damn fun. Basically we just drank and ate alot and hung out and talked about life. Yea, really miss Tristan hanging out with us. If only we weren't so busy for a week. We'd all go on holiday together. It'll be fun.

I've won a near $800 in profits from soccer betting (i'm stopping now however). Don't want to get my fingers burnt like some of my friends have. It can be scary but for now, I'll bask in the glory of my winnings. Weeee....

DOWNS:

Well, Luke lost a finger at OCS. I think that's a very fucked up thing and OCS should prioritise safety with more importance. I mean WTF, Luke, amazing violinist/drummer, incredible friend, excellent role model doesn't deserve this kinda thing. I feel really sorry for him. I wish him well and it really sucks when you hear about these kinda accidents especially to your friends.

According to my stupid Wing Commander. All the C3 trainees have to get at least a silver for our IPPT. So now we have IPPT training every week til we're capable of getting silver. I suddenly hate my job but oh well. Gives me an excuse to work towards being scrawny. Yes, I want to be scrawny. I've already lost like 3KG since. SLOWLY BUT SURELY, GET RID OF THIS BELLY! YAY!

I have to stay in and I come out on wed evenings and weekends.

I watched a fucked up movie this weekend.

INBETWEENS:

I haven't bought HL a present yet. URGH. Think I'll get her a sweater or jacket but I'm no chick. haha. I don't know if it's an UP or a DOWN. I don't wanna step into Mango or some chick shop alone. It's so odd please. Wokays. Maybe I'll ask around.

Discover Hong Kong LAH

2006-06-14T18:58:27Z

OK. So there's like a lot of people going to Hong Kong soon.
Here's what you might want to know.

Accommodation:

I stayed over at Stansford Hillview Hotel which is in the heart of Tsim Sha Tsui. It really is value for money if you decide to spend your money more on the shopping and less on the luxury. Besides, we spent little time in the hotel. It was about SGD$100 a night which is quite reasonable considering its location and accessibility, comparatively to other hotels. The room's not too bad either. No pool though but do you really want to swim on vacation? Basically, hotels in Hong Kong are expensive. I think this one's the best in terms of value.

www.asiantravel.com for more details.

Transport:

We travelled around mostly by train cause it sure is a safer bet than taking the bus and you don't have to play charades with a taxi driver if you can't speak cantonese. The most I've paid is HK$11 for a train ride from Wan Chai to Mong Kok but if you're with two or more people and the trip doesn't require you to cross from Kowloon over to Hong Kong Island, it's more logical to take a cab especially when it'll save you walking time. So technically: Train for long distances, Taxi for short trips.

The train, better known as MTR(yes, M.T.R.), closes at around 1am.

Shopping:

Do your shopping after say 3 or 4 in the afternoon. Most shops open late anyways.

BEFORE YOU STEP INTO A SHOP OF ANY KIND, PLEASE TRY TO WALK AWAY BEFORE THE SALES ATTENDANT APPROACHES YOU. (Besides, if you miss that shop. There's another one round the corner. I promise you.)

THE RULE IS, GO TO THEM. NEVER LET THEM COME TO YOU.

My friend bought a pair of sunglasses just because he was trying it on for fun. Why? cause the lady chased him down five stores down trying to negotiate a price. Once they start negotiating, you'll find it hard not to buy just to get rid of him/her. I bought a wristband. =(

Bargain tip 1.

No price is too ridiculous. Give a super low price offer. The key here is, You want it cheap, Don't give face.

Bargain tip 2.

Tell them someone else is selling it way cheaper.

Bargain tip 3.

If you intend to buy two or more items, bargain for the first one til it's super cheap. Then tell them you'll think about it, bargain for the second item til it's super cheap too. Tell them you'll take both, get a collaborate further discount for both items. That way, you get three discounted prices for two items. Brilliant. (If they decline your offer, go to another store and try. I got original Van's sneakers and Converse sneakers for around SGD$70. Excellent.).

Food:

Try to eat cheap during lunch then splurge during dinner. In fact, Hong Kong doesn't come alive til around after 4 unless you really want to eat Dim Sum. Food there is more expensive than in singapore for sure. Try eating simple, maybe wan ton noodles for lunch. The cheapest meal I had there cost me about HK$40 which is about SGD$8. TRY THE SEAFOOD THERE, IT'S FANTASTIC!

BTW, avoid poultery if you can. With the avian flu around. It's best you don't eat duck rice or whatever.

The Hong Kong equivalent of our MD Sultan Road is at Hong Kong Island, Central. A short walk from the MTR stop of the same name.

Disneyland:

Don't waste your time.

Things To Buy Back For Friends:

Unless you're feeling rich. Lao Puo Bing is the next best affordable thing you can buy for your friends but don't bother buying it anywhere else in Hong Kong. The airport has loads of it. So don't be an idiot and buy a few boxes before cursing yourself for carrying all that heavy shit to the airport when they sell it AT the airport. Wing Wah sells a box of 6 for HK$38 and Kee Wah sells a box of 10 for HK$45. They taste EXACTLY the same. You do the math.

No one wants that stupid I LOVE HONG KONG t-shirt. So don't buy it.
If you really really want to go to disneyland to get something for your friends. Fret not, there's a DUTY FREE disneyland merchandise shop AT the airport. So like I said, Disneyland? Huh?

Finally:

Please have a map with you all the time cause you're bound to get lost. Every road looks the same unless you really know your way around or you can speak cantonese fluently to actually ask for help. Your best bet, like I said. Is the local taxi driver. once you step into the cab, it's HK$15 though but the meter moves really slowly. Don't fret.

From airport to anywhere, take the train (try to get hold of a map first). It's way cheaper than a cab.
From anywhere to airport. Take a cab. You can bargain for a price before you step in. We paid HK$220 for the ride to the airport when the meter read HK$260 and it's way faster on a cab too.

Please change money in singapore first, money changers in HK will try to sucker you off your money by conveniently altering the exchange rate and then bargaining with you for a price which he/she still earns off.

Well well, take care in Hong Kong when you go there. Please take care of your belongings cause though I didn't get pickpocketed. I hear alot of people do. So enjoy yourself. Discover Hong Kong..

...better with my guide, I hope.

PS.
hello euphe's mum

you can even print this out if you want. =)

IMMA LIKE BACK

2006-06-13T15:27:27Z

BACK FROM HONG KONG!

We shopped and shopped and shopped.

I don't know where to begin cause all I really did was shop. Just different places. Lotsa new clothes and shoes and bags. I almost feel like a chick.

We took the MTR (singapore's version of the MRT but nicer) nearly everywhere till we found out that taxis are priced nearly the same. Bleah. Let me see, we went to Wan Chai, Kowloon, Central, Ladies' Market, Mongkok, everywhere. Clubbing at Central, Lei Yue Mun for seafood, Mongkok and Ladies' market for all the shopping. Our hotel was in Tsim Sha Tsui so nearly everywhere else was totally accessible.

I regret not learning how to speak cantonese fluently though. It was a pity cause bargaining of prices could've been so much easier if I didn't have to charade and pictionary my way through. If you were to shop anywhere else but these night markets, sometimes the prices may be more than what you pay for in Singapore. Hmm.. Food there is way more expensive even transport.

Oh, and there are so many chicks in Hong Kong. I think I'm seriously into Ah Lians but I don't care. There is this one sale's girl who works in an adidas shop just across our hotel and we always patronise the store just to see her. I ended up buying an adidas bag but it came with an MSN address. So cool. Hehe. But she's really damn cute and she can speak english not too badly.

Yea, the whole trip we had to avoid chicken because of the Avian Flu that's been reportedly spreading around. Two of my friends can't eat beef so we had alot of seafood and occasional pork. Quite sad.

Weather there is slightly cooler than singapore but that's it. Night's are chilly and afternoon's are cool. We never got to enjoy morning. Heh. Being guys, we watch soccer all night and wake up late. So yea. Hong Kong pubs are alot of fun. They play all those guessing games and dice games and it's totally stupid but funny.

Hong Kong was fun. Did alot of crazy stuff and bought loads of stuff. Don't think I'd have as much fun if I had gone to Bangkok. Hmm. Well, I've got to go recover from my jet lag now. Adios.

jemeatworld @ 2006-06-10T09:46:00

2006-06-10T01:46:40Z

Bye Bye Singapore.
I'm using some free internet booth in the boarding gateway.
HurHur.

Woah..
Can't wait.
See you all in four days time people.
Hong Kong here I come!

jemeatworld @ 2006-06-08T04:28:00

2006-06-07T20:42:59Z

2 more days to vacation. I'm stoked.

Need to get away from all the shit that's been happening.

jemeatworld @ 2006-06-04T02:06:00

2006-06-03T18:29:37Z

The gig was yesterday. It really sucked but I think people liked it. It's so cool watching people sing along to the emo song which we opened the set with. Phew.. Gotta give dex credit for trying though.

I drank quite a bit yesterday at Home Club after the gig. Despite the bad performance, things were better socially. We drank and danced. Loads of new and old friends around. I finally spoke to Sue Ann. Haha. Grace and Lily came. It was great. I missed those two. I really enjoyed myself yesterday. I couldn't have asked for a better ending besides the part where Sameer made out with some girl. HOHOHO. That one you have to ask him yourself.

Over at Elsa's place now with the rest of the band minus Sam and Dex. The guys are in the kitchen and Elsa's sleeping. She's got the Shingles. GET WELL SOON ELSA! HurHurHur.. Oh well.

Going to Hong Kong next Saturday. Gee..I really need that holiday badly. Thank God I'm going to get it. Tickets and hotels booked already. YES! Yea, going there with a few of my friends. Can't wait. Alright. Supper's cooked..IMMA LIKE OFF..

P.S. Paul made it to the next round on Singapore Idol. Yay! Honestly, I don't think his friends need bother to sms and vote for him. I mean, look at all the other weirdos. I think he'd get through with a single vote. HoHoHo.

jemeatworld @ 2006-06-01T00:34:00

2006-05-31T16:41:30Z

I'm so fucking pissed with WY. We haven't booked tickets yet all because of him and some stupid bitch he is busy with and I'm so fucking pissed. Why the hell does everyone like doing things last minute? I'm so bloody fed up. The band likes to do things last minute. People like to tell me things last minute. Overseas leave FINALLY approved after fucking eons. Bank hasn't send me my cards yet. God. What's wrong with the fucking world? People choose all the wrong times to do things. Fucked up people wanna pop up in front of me when I lease want to see them. I'M GETTING REALLY IMPATIENT WITH EVERYONE. I'm so close to snapping, really.

LIKE WHAT THE FUCKING HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU, WORLD?!

jemeatworld @ 2006-05-28T23:07:00

2006-05-28T15:22:57Z

Went for Lilys' birthday party today. The food was awesome but the crowd was kinda segregated. Didn't really do much there actually. Oh, I had a huge crush on this girl since 3 years ago I think and she was there. God, really couldn't keep my eyes off her. So damn cute la. But I have no guts to go up and say hi. Haha. Oh well, eye candy!! If only I end up with someone like that. It'll be great. I see her all the time but I never really went up to talk to her. Geez..

Anyways, I Met Ting Chun in town today, it's really refreshing to see him. Never thought I'd see that joker around again but I did. Oh man, I so miss my friends from BMT. I still see Mama Lim and Ah Kong around at my vocation but that's about it. It's nice to meet an old friend. Especially one that you've been through so much with before. Hmm..

Oh, I'm going off to Hong Kong on the 10th for four days if anyone wants to know. That's two days after my gig. What a way to take a good long break. Can't wait to visit Mika in Japan next year either. Weez.. I'd like to see what she's up to. Probably drinking and smoking every night as usual. Hopefully the airforce sends me to somewhere far like France. I'd love to stay there for a year or two like what Fanny did. It'll be awesome. I can do anything I want whenever I want then. Sweet..

jemeatworld @ 2006-05-26T01:25:00

2006-05-25T17:25:59Z

It's bad when someone leaves you because she thinks she knows the truth.
And good when someone leaves you because she doesn't.

When you stop trying to get rid of something, it will get rid of itself.

..A certain fact I've learnt these past months. Murphy's Law.

jemeatworld @ 2006-05-26T00:49:00

2006-05-25T17:14:16Z

So I'm going to Hong Kong afterall. I really need a vacation from everyone and everything. Well, except the friends I'm going with. I hope it's going to be fun. Hmm.. Here's a few things that happened today:

I'm finally going on vacation. YAY!
Lilys called to invite me to her birthday on Sunday.
Band practise today kinda sucked.
I'm almost finished with High Fidelity by Nick Hornby.
Work is starting to feel more regimental.
Whole day I wait for Julia's sms regarding tomorrow's meeting.

Ok, I was on the way to band practise today and the taxi I was on was the closest thing to hell. The taxi driver is like damn weird please. He's got glowing lights and disco balls on his dashboard and he plays 70's chinese pop at loud and very random and worse yet, i was going to Katong from home. I nearly died and it didn't help that I left my Ipod at home. I hope you guys never take the same cab as I. It was EXCRUCIATINGLY OBNOXIOUS if not DEVASTATING.

Anyways, I'm growing so tired. I need to loosen up and just relax a whole day soon. TGIF! well technically. Class now is a bit more fun though, we're stuffed into a class with a bunch of recruits and now there's more girls than guys in class. I wonder why so many girls would want to sign on. Maybe I didn't choose that bad a path I thought I had. Going out with Julia, Penny and What's-His-Name tomorrow for drinks. Man, so glad to have friends like that who had weekdays as tiring as mine. gee.. I need a goodnight's rest tonight.

I lay down and I sleep,
And when I wake sustain me..

please.

jemeatworld @ 2006-05-24T00:28:00

2006-05-23T16:51:46Z

Why
Isn't
It
Friday

Yet????

Work is so boring and the food has been sucking pretty badly.
Need to finish my Nick Hornby book soon.
Played a 21-man bingo game (weird).
Stop procrastinating and go jog this week.
Plan if I should go to Hong Kong or Bangkok this June.
Urgh.